Well, okay, big news for me.
Sometimes, there’s this feeling that you cannot shake. A nagging itch… to do something new, or to do something different. A change of pace. A change of scenery.
Even though I was happy with what I was doing – it was exciting and a good challenge, I had this nagging feeling creep up on me during 2016. I needed something different. I needed to do something different…
Was it making my hobby my career? Was it just a change of pace? A change of direction?
It took me a few months to figure out exactly what I needed to do. I have, for some time now, seen myself as a lesser person, a servant. And that’s also the attitude I adopted. Not ideal.
Atelophobia I think they call it – they fear of not being good enough.
I’m also not a super-impulsive person, but I plucked up the courage, put on those big girl panties, and I decided to take a chance, chat to an awesome human being, and here I am.
In three weeks exactly, I will be embarking on a new adventure.
I am changing things up in my life, and am heading in a direction that I honestly didn’t think I’d ever be good enough for… and I was lucky enough to have someone grant me the opportunity to make this change.
Am I scared? Yes. Am I excited? Hell yes.
I’m just hoping I live up to expectations.